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My Psychology tutorial ended a few hours ago....and I'm feeling sad now. It's the only tutorial that I love to go and just now was the last one for this semester. I wonder if I can ever get such a good tutor again. From what I know, other tutors are strict but..man...I feel so lucky to get this tutor. He makes me love psychology all the more and he is able to make even boring topics interesting. I wish I can be like him.

 

Today, we learn about abnormal psycho......which I think I will choose to focus on after I have chosen Psycho as my major. But the funny thing is, most  symptoms mentioned for any disorder occurs to me. I thought I was alone until Jiamin said she told me that some of them fits her too. haha. So we thought we were abnormal until I learnt that it has a specific criteria...which obviously I don't fit into. And we were asked to discuss  just now what are the behaviours of anti-social people. Some groups' answers are damn weird like for instance...jay walk??? Man, if every person that jay walk is considered an anti-social, then the majority of the people in Singapore are anti-social...weird

This semester, I'm becoming more addicted to watching dramas especially after hanging out more with Jiamin...our Tuesday are always reserved for watching the korean drama Boys Before Flowers. Now that the drama has ended, we felt lost....searching for a new drama to watch. I feel bored too BUT now, I'm currently watching it started with a kiss...hehe....30 episodes.....exams are coming soon but...it adds more meaning to my life.......haha....and I'm sure Jiamin as well.....my, I;m so pathetic and so "without a life"!!!

I was thinking of taking Mandarin class for next semester (Big surprise!! No more Korean..haha). Before I thought of taking Mandarin, there were times when Jiamin & Eunice asked me to take Mandarin so I can join their conversation. It was only when I was outbidded for Korean AND....I rewatched Taiwanese Hana Kimi & fell for Ella & Wu Chun..haha...that I begin contemplating of taking it instead. But I'm still watching Korean drama...just that now I'm more interested also in Taiwanese drama...So, darn....what should I take? Argh. Eunice & Jiamin said it's tough..unlike Korean, there's no tables to memorize...so........???

I hate them. And I've got reasons too. Disrespect to my mum, my grandma or basically the elders. And, they are always making my parents quarel because of them. It's been around two months since I last communicate with them. And I don't give a damn.

 

What the hell? It's your fault and you expect me to kneel and say sorry for causing all the troubles in this house. That's like in your freaking dreams. I sometimes wonder whether you guys have brains cuz as an adult or at least being older than me, I looked up to you guys and  expect you to be a role model for me. But that's like a big NO. Still act like some rebellious teenager when you are freaking older than that. I was disappointed to say the least at whatever has happened. Can't even keep the image of my grandma crying to me saying what happened to you guys, out of my mind. I bet...I feel that it would be more peaceful without you guys in this house.

 

Give me a stuck up face when walking pass me...Huh? Think I would side with them against my mum in chasing them out of the house?? I'm not stupid. I've got brains unlike you guys.